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I Want Your Love, Not Your Sex

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It's like watching the world behind
  an observational mirror.

Crushes. Relationships. Sex. Marriage. Attraction.

Curious,
     it all seems to be.

I think you're beautiful. So beautiful.
                                          hot
                                          gorgeous
                                          physically stimulating.

But it never crosses my mind
to be with you
in that way that
people are with
each other.

I want to talk to you,
for hours and hours
   and I want to marry you
                         spend my life with you

but it just never occurs to me
  to think of you in the fashion
  of a sexual light.

Please,
   don't think me too strange.

Because I do love you.
This could possibly be major TMI, so be warned.

I was talking about this boy I like to my friend, and she said something about him being cute and I agreed because I do think he's cute. But then she said something sexual about him and it just struck me as odd, because even though I'm crushing on him - I don't think about him sexually.

I think about sex and I feel sexual, but I don't think about guys -or girls but I've always identified as straight lol- in a sexual manner.

There are just people I just love to talk to, and like to spend time with them like BFFs forever.

I dunno, I'm just rambling. xD Sorry for the major TMI.
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TiaTitan's avatar
This defines me, too. It's comforting to see there are others out there similar to me. This is a very relatable feeling/situation, and I find this comforting to read. Thanks for writing it :)