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It's like watching the world behind
an observational mirror.
Crushes. Relationships. Sex. Marriage. Attraction.
Curious,
it all seems to be.
I think you're beautiful. So beautiful.
hot
gorgeous
physically stimulating.
But it never crosses my mind
to be with you
in that way that
people are with
each other.
I want to talk to you,
for hours and hours
and I want to marry you
spend my life with you
but it just never occurs to me
to think of you in the fashion
of a sexual light.
Please,
don't think me too strange.
Because I do love you.
an observational mirror.
Crushes. Relationships. Sex. Marriage. Attraction.
Curious,
it all seems to be.
I think you're beautiful. So beautiful.
hot
gorgeous
physically stimulating.
But it never crosses my mind
to be with you
in that way that
people are with
each other.
I want to talk to you,
for hours and hours
and I want to marry you
spend my life with you
but it just never occurs to me
to think of you in the fashion
of a sexual light.
Please,
don't think me too strange.
Because I do love you.
Literature
Because He Had A Boyfriend
He was savagely beaten again today
As he strolled down the sidewalk
They beat him till his nose gushed red
Leaving him unable to so much as talk
For what reason, you ask, did they do this?
Because he is different at one end
A point that matters so little and so much:
It was because he had a boyfriend
You think you only hurt him physically
But it runs so much deeper than that
You leave him shaken down to his core
With each and every slander spat
He was proud of himself and who he was
And that fact you couldn't stand
How does it feel when you look down
At your red blood soaked hand
You didn't know his parents did the same
Me
Literature
don't want love
i. i don't want to fall in love.
"silly," he teases, rolling his eyes. "everyone wants to fall in love." you shake your head adamantly, and he laughs. (it sounds like ringing bells and windchimes.)
"you're just afraid of falling out of love," he tells you, and you snort.
ii. i don't want to be loved.
he chuckles in that special way of his, that one way that makes your heart flutter, that one way that no one else can replicate. "idiot, i'm sure you do," he says.
he places a finger under your chin, tilting your face up till your gaze meets his. "after all, what's to say you aren't being loved now?"
iii. i don't want to love.
"moron." his
Literature
I Want to Be a Father
to talk to you
is to bring pain and longing
because when I talk to you
I want to be a father
have wanted children since I can remember
promised mother a son by next December
there's just the problem of my member
so many options available to me
in this gilded age of technology
but they all lack involvement
to talk to you
is to bring pain and longing
because when I talk to you
I want to be a father
an artificial pregnancy
the only way for me to have progeny
but that would mean nothing
but I'd never sleep with a woman
even drunk I'd be stumbling
but I need to be a father
adoption always an option
I never plan to marry though
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This could possibly be major TMI, so be warned.
I was talking about this boy I like to my friend, and she said something about him being cute and I agreed because I do think he's cute. But then she said something sexual about him and it just struck me as odd, because even though I'm crushing on him - I don't think about him sexually.
I think about sex and I feel sexual, but I don't think about guys -or girls but I've always identified as straight lol- in a sexual manner.
There are just people I just love to talk to, and like to spend time with them like BFFs forever.
I dunno, I'm just rambling. xD Sorry for the major TMI.
I was talking about this boy I like to my friend, and she said something about him being cute and I agreed because I do think he's cute. But then she said something sexual about him and it just struck me as odd, because even though I'm crushing on him - I don't think about him sexually.
I think about sex and I feel sexual, but I don't think about guys -or girls but I've always identified as straight lol- in a sexual manner.
There are just people I just love to talk to, and like to spend time with them like BFFs forever.
I dunno, I'm just rambling. xD Sorry for the major TMI.
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This defines me, too. It's comforting to see there are others out there similar to me. This is a very relatable feeling/situation, and I find this comforting to read. Thanks for writing it